Not Happy

My RIOCD (Running Induced Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) specifically checking the weather forecast for Fargo, ND a gazillion times a day, has not helped to relieve any anxiety. Here is how the weather has changed as I have been checking it:

Warm

Warmer

Hot (60 at beginning of race and 78 at end)

Hot and Breezy

Hot and Windy

Hot and Windy with Gusts

Hot and Windy with Gusts and a 30% chance of rain.

So, apparently I need to stop checking the weather because it just keeps on getting worse. Maybe if I stop it will improve. I am sure that the weather revolves around my actions, so it will work. Just like when my husband says he has to sit in a certain spot or wear a certain shirt in order for the Packers to win. The Packers' success depends on HIM!